Car Vandalized

Happened sometime between Wednesday 2/27/13 and Saturday evening 3/02/13. Looks like someone was trying to get access under the hood. They seem to have regular access to the car interior, so I don’t know why they wouldn’t just pop the hood from under the dash. But then again, we are probably talking about someone who is as dumb as a doorstop. 0303131344a 0303131635a 0303131635

Some Warning Signs you might be a TI

– I remember seeing gang stalking taking place on the freeway once. I was not aware at the time what it was, but I could tell it was something evil. I was driving North on the 5 freeway in San Diego, I think it was just north of the 805 interchange. I don’t remember what year it was but it was a while back, maybe about 10 years ago. I felt a negative energy behind me and looked in the rear view mirror. There was a LARGE swarm of cars, mostly older model SUVs and trucks, coming up rapidly behind me. Many of them had blacked out windows and just looked sinister, like a swarm of agitated, evil flies. They were speeding and weaving in and out of lanes, driving like maniacs but somehow staying very cohesive as a group. There had to be at least 50 of them, rapidly working their way around the slower traffic. They swarmed off just as rapidly as they swarmed in, like a mini hurricane. I remember thinking “what the hell was that?” I had never seen anything like it but it was obviously something very bad. On Sunday, June 24, I was the victim of this type of stalking all the way up the 5 freeway from central San Diego all the way to my home in North County. It was absolutely terrifying. This happened exactly 8 days after I discovered info about OS/EH online and realized I was a TI.

You will notice a lot of subtle peculiarities in your life before your stalking becomes overt, especially if you are a more observant/ perceptive/ sensitive type of person. These are some of the things I noticed over the past 10-15 years.

– Beware of the people in your life who seem to know “everyone”. If you are in awe of how many people they know and wonder how they know them, it is most likely because they are part of the “perp” network.

-Repeated Swapping/Vandalism/Theft/Gaslighting in my home/car/workplace/Mom’s home. (See Feb. 2013 blog post).

-Random people who just happening to be sitting/standing in front of your home or just happen to be “passing by” every time you depart/ arrive. They will often have a cellphone.

-Neighbors departing/ arriving the same time as you or right before or after you.

-Second hand smoke entering my home on a regular basis.

-Neighbors slammimg doors/windows/sliders on a repeated basis.

-If you live in an apt/condo- neighbors using the bathroom the same time as you- flushing toilet, running water, running the fan.

– The feeling that you are repeatedly being “singled out” or “put on the spot” in multiple settings (professional, social, in the community).

-At the market- cashier will stop and “count the drawer” as soon as it’s your turn in line. Or another cashier will come up with a fresh drawer and switch with them, causing a delay. Switching cashier staff as soon as it’s your turn.

– Being seated near loud/large parties at restaurants, parties w/ hyperactive/loud children (on a repeated basis).

-While shopping you will be singled out and followed like a shoplifter. Shortly after you enter the store you will be sought out and asked if you need help. You will notice they are not doing this to anyone else in the store. You will be made to feel uncomfortable the entire time you are in the store.

-At the market, the middle aged male employees will whistle songs when you pass, it is annoying. At one Ralph’s I shopped at, the short, fat manager would come out and start yelling at employees every single time I was in there. This same store engaged in a massive gaslighting campaign after my stalking became overt in June 2012. They actually had someone impersonating the manager.

-In the spring of 2006, I came home one day to find my apt. infested with bees. There were hundreds of them. They came in through the vents in the kitchen and the bathroom. What was odd is that looked like they were forcefully shot in. Many hit the floor so hard there were skid marks and they died from the impact. There was also a dark mud splattered on the floor below the vents.

-After returning from a trip to the East coast, I came home to find my place infested with flies. I was only gone for 4-5 days and had hired a catsitter. It took over a month for me to get rid of them. After my stalking became overt this catsitter texted me out of nowhere, we hadn’t spoke for years. “Perp”.

-In general: rude behavior, rumors about you, and blocking harassment at the workplace. I’ve had weird rumors go around about me at almost every single job I’ve had since graduating from nursing school. Some of them involved drugs, sex, being racist, being antisocial, etc. At my last job I was very friendly with many of the nursing assistants. About 6 months after a new lead nurse, T., showed up, every single one of them stopped speaking to me.

– Cars agressively pulling up to side intersections right as you pass.

-People parked on the shoulder opening the driver’s side door right before you drive by.

-People showing up late to Yoga and sitting way too close to me.

-People getting too close to you in line at the store, brushing against you, or trying to stand next to you. People cutting you in lines.

– People staring, glaring, smirking at you like they know you/recognize you/know something about you.

-Young males spitting, cursing, sexual language in public places. Couples arguing/ fighting in front of you/ making a scene.

– Stores/parking lots almost empty when you arrive w/ sudden increase in people/parked cars by the time you leave. “I always get here right before it gets crowded!”

-You will notice some light mimicking/stalking but if you are not aware yet that you’re a TI you will shrug it off as coincidence. The girl at the gym who has the exact same water bottle as you. The lady wearing the same sneakers as you. A woman wearing the same hoody that you have. Seeing people from your work or gym at random places out in public. Seeing old neighbors/ former coworkers/ classmates at random places. And many doctors stalk, including vets and dentists.

-I used to keep a food journal to eat healthy, I wrote down everything I ate. On Wednesday 5/16/12, I rolled through some stop signs on a back road in my city. These are known as “California Rolls” where you don’t make a complete stop. I remember thinking of that phrase as I did this. One or two days later I opened my food journal and someone had written, in my style of handwriting, “california rolls” in my food journal. After my stalking became overt, multiple law enforcement personnel repeated this phrase back to me.

-If a lot of these things just seem like “bad luck” or “coincidence”, remember, the difference with OGS/EH is the “frequency and duration”. They are repeated over and over again over years and years. “Death by a million paper cuts”.

Back to Basics: Perp Hand Signals

Some TI’s say the signals communicate specific things (see Stasi hand signals), but my perps seem to use them randomly just to let me know they are perps. A TI will be sensitized to different hand signals when their stalking becomes overt (after they find out they are a TI). The signals I see on a daily basis and what most TI’s see are the following:

-Brushing hair/back of neck with hand(s).

-Pointing, with hand or with whole arm fully outstretched.

– Both hands placed on hips or lower back.

– One or both hands placed on abdomen.

-Standing with arms crossed on chest.

-If perp is wearing a baseball hat, they will grab the bill and lift the hat up slightly and tip it forward, then put it back on. This is usually done when you’re behind them.

-Driver with one arm hanging out car window, often with a limp wrist. In cold weather, they will prop the arm up on the inside of the window ledge.

-Pulling out cellphone and/or texting as soon as you pass them.

There is also one TI who has many pics of her perps using the following signals:

-One hand placed in a pants/coat pocket

– Crossing their arms behind their back.

– Showing palm of one hand in a “stop” motion.

– Perps standing on the side of the road, etc. with their back to you.

Since I was sensitized to these signals last summer, I have begun to notice many politicians and celebrities using them as well, as well as in pics of first responders in other cities. Most often the pointing and the hairbrushing. You will also notice many politicans and celebrities wearing whole outfits in the perp colors of turquoise, purple, bright red and pink, etc. Or wearing a flag emblem somewhere on their clothing (most recently Jessica Alba and JLo’s son).

Hand signals that are specific to an individual TI are called mimicking. In my case that means:

-Holding both arms outstretched like Jesus on the crucifix.

-Rubbing arms, calves, thighs, or chest with one or both hands.

-Touching/picking at face/nose.

-Touching mouth.

– Cracking knuckles.

-Touching nose or scalp and then inspecting fingernails.

-Chewing.

-Wiping under one or both eyes with 2 fingers. (This was done during the weeks after I was discharged from the hospital, I had 2 black eyes and the perps were mimicking it.)