715 am Wake up, use restrrom, neighbors runs toilet, shower, and bathroom fan while I am using the restrrom.
750 am “Skit” as I leave for church. Man walks up sidewalk just after I get in my car and just happens to cross intersection the same time I am trying to pass through it. At the same time a parked car suddenly drives straight towards me. The car drives around the block and I see her again at the next intersection. I called her a f*cking cunt and she flips me off.
8 am Enter church, fake coughing, color harassment. Blonde woman arrives late and sits in front of me. Repeatedly brushes hair with her hands and touches her nose. I move my seat. Just after that a man arrives jingling keys and sits across the aisle from me.
930 am Drive to the market, “Sprouts”. Cars threatening to pull out in front of me from side streets, one is a large black pickup. As I head to produce section I suddenly hear a loud cart being rolled down the aisle. I turn left to avoid it but see he has pulled up directly in front of the bagged salads, completely blocking them. Which is exactly what I wanted to buy.
I prayed in church this am for Jesus to stop me from hating my perps, to allow me to see the Jesus inside them. I thanked him for my sound body and my sound mind. I thanked him for my career, my education, my family, my home, my pets. I thanked him for creating peace, law, order, love, and joy. I thanked him for all the beautiful things on this planet, the ocean, the mountains, the trees, sun, sky, all animals big and small.
The perps are not going to hell, they already are in hell and have already been there for an eternity. I prayed to Jesus not to allow my hatred for them to destroy me. He is my witness and has seen every second of it, from the beginning. The psychopaths and sociopaths that surround me day and night committing menticide, harassment, voyeurism, stalking, and conspiracy to murder, all with a big happy smirk on their face. The brainless, blind, toothless zombie slugs who sit on the couch all day with their thumbs up their asses smoking crack; whose only reason to leave the house is to harass targets so they can get more crack money.
I pray for all the Targeted Individuals worlwide, dead and alive. I pray for Jesus to help me love my neighbors as much as I love him. If I ever accomplish this, it will surely be the single most difficult thing I have ever done in my life.