Police Dept./ Ambulance Harassment 3/23/13

3:25 pm  Passed by private ambulance.

3:30 pm  Passed by Police patrol car.

3:40 pm Passed by Police Patrol car on freeway.

3:43 pm  Passed Police traffic stop on side of freeway, lights flashing.

3:50 pm  Passed Police traffic stop on the side of the freeway, lights flashing.

Police/Sheriff Dept. and Ambulance Harassment Log 3/16/13

1236 pm  Passed Traffic cop stopped on side of freeway.

1237 pm  Passed traffic cop stopped on side of freeway, lights flashing.

1240 pm Passed Police patrol car stopped on the side of the freeway.

1250 pm Passed by private ambulance.

748 pm  Passed by police patrol car at intersection.

808 pm  Passed by Sheriff patrol car.

Reality Show Idea (Parental Discretion Advised)

Would you like to be the star of a globally broadcast reality show where you are under surveillance inside and outside your home 24/7, including the bathroom? This will also include monitoring your phone, internet, and postal mail. You will also be followed by dozens to thousands of plain clothed “extras” everywhere you go: driving, shopping, exercising, church, work, the gym. Some of them will dress up as cops and firemen! Super funny pranks will played on you everywhere you go like blocking all the pumps at the gas station, crowding all the checkouts at the market,  and “actors” impersonating people you know like coworkers, neighbors, your doctor, and even your friends/ family members!

Behaviors from your most intimate, private moments inside your home will be mimicked back to you repeatedly in public. Including any and every compulsive habit that you are deeply ashamed of.  You will be treated to regular non-consensual entries into your home and car by strangers who will vandalize and steal items. And if you’re really a superstar, you will even have your mind/thoughts read 24/7 and randomly acted out or repeated back to you, including on radio and tv. But wait, it gets better. All this will be initiated in your life without any notice, warning, or consent; for reasons completely unbeknownst to you.  Does this sound awesome?

Your very “elite” audience, including the unemployed alcoholic and the undocumented immigrants next door,  will be allowed to tune in whenever they like on a pay-per-view basis and masturbate to it until the show ends. The show will end when you either self destruct by suicide (epic snuff film!), or commit a mass murder and get a life sentence, or ….any combination of these! Your “extras” will add all those photos they took of you to their “reality show star” album and will cherish them for years to come, well after they have moved on to other manufactured terrorists… murder victims “reality show stars”.

**Bonus points if you live long enough to die of natural causes. Although premature death from cancer, heart attack, or stroke won’t count, sorry.

Single women, whistleblowers, political activists,”loners”, “gamers”, young autistic males, and other completely innocent citizens will be given special priority for auditions. Interested? Just go to your nearest Federal agency office and tell them you want to sign up to be a “Targeted Individual”, or a victim of a life-long illegal FBI Cointelpro investigation. Don’t worry, they will know exactly what you are talking about. And they will be MORE than happy to oblige.

Disclaimer: This reality show idea in no way represents the writer’s personal opinion and does not condone or encourage violence as a solution to any matter.


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Targeted Individual?

Tran told investigators that “cars had been following him around for a while, and the persons driving the cars had been revving up their engines while parked in front of his house waking him up,” the affidavit said. “Nhan Tran said this is why he shot at the cars tonight.”

Goals of Organized Gang Stalking:

Provoke the victim to committ an assault and get arrested.

Make the victim seem delusional/ mentally ill so they get institutionalized.

Make the victim so depressed they comitt suicide.

Identify, villify, nullify, and destroy the target.

The 5 Categories

In regards to Organized Gang Stalking and Electronic Harassment/ Surveillance, everyone on this planet now belongs to one of these 5 categories:

1.)  People who are aware of what OGS/EH is and participate in it or are complicit with it (Perps). 

2.) People who are not aware of what OGS/EH is and are victims of it (Targeted Individuals).

3.) People who are aware of what OGS/EH is and know they are victims of it (Targeted Individuals). 

4.) People who are not aware of what OGS/EH is and are not victims yet. 

5.) People who are aware of what OGS/EH is and are not victims yet. 

Mind Control

Yesterday on Facebook I saw a picture of a cat being skinned alive in a foreign country. The 3 men in the picture were doing it for the sheer “enjoyment” of it. A targeted individual can empathize with this horrific torture. Being gang stalked is like being skinned alive psychologically. Your body is intact but your mind and spirit are completely stripped down. They strip of your dignity, your reputation, all of your social and family support, they try to strip you of your career, your home, your possessions, your finances, your sanity, your sense of security, your self-respect. They try to strip you of your very existence.

It has taken me a while to understand the term “mind control” but I’m starting to get it. The bottom line is, if I can secretly threaten you with torture, I can do anything I want to you. Right now there are multiple people in my life committing fraud by impersonating people. I was not aware of it until my stalking became overt this summer and these people were actively participating in it. If I try to go after these people and accuse them or try to prove they are fraudulent, I will be deemed “psychologically unstable” and possibly held involuntarily for a psychiatric evaluation. As an inpatient, I will be locked in a psych unit with 24/7 harassment and the anxiety of being held indefinitely and forced to take psych meds like Risperdal. You will do anything to avoid that and that is how you are “mind controlled”.

If you are wondering why there are so many suicides and murder suicides and shooting sprees recently, it is due to the above mind control. Many people crack from this pressure and resort to violence or suicide. The murder suicides result from the fraud mentioned above. How freaked out would you be if you found out someone was impersonating your brother or your Mom or your best friend for the past year? Living in their homes, sleeping in their beds, driving their cars? Living their lives? Fraud is actually an extremely powerful addiction for some. All these people driving into poles and trees lately, with family members in the car? Shooting up their whole families and themselves? See above for the reason why.

Target’s environments are controlled to add/ create stressors. You have been studied for your vulnerabilities, what buttons to push. Have sensitive lungs or allergies?  They will take every opportunity to pollute the air around you with dust, dirt clouds, perfume, car exhaust, mold/mildew, sawdust, smoke, chemicals/cleaning products. They know what smells you loathe: fabric softener, airplane bathroom odor. Smells that mimic you: mint gum, urine odor . Smells they use to ID each other: Menthol cough drops, perfume. Yesterday someone walked by wearing Polo cologne which always reminds of my first high school crush. No one wears this anymore. They will go take a shit in a public bathroom they know you are about to use. In a restaurant once, I got a really strong whiff of nasty fish odor when a waiter walked by empty handed.

If you react to any of the harassment, you are treated as unstable. Do it enough in the neighborhood and all the perp neighbors will get to tell the police that you are a problem and have been for a while. That you are always complaining or getting pissed or harassing people. That, quoting one perp, you are a “bitch, crazy, and antisocial.” This is the phase where I am supposed to become the crotchety old neighborhood “anti-government nutcase” that goes around being unfriendly or “weird”. Beeping my horn when they intentionally pull out in front of me and taking pics/vids. The problem is, the perps are only going to be able to pull this BS off for so much longer before it’s played out and the media and the general public picks up on it.

This is happening in neighborhoods ALL OVER AMERICA. And I really wish people would wake up. You can read heaps of scientific/psychiatric/government/military documents on everything I am writing about. My blog is about how it boils down into people’s lives. Organized Gang Stalking is the most invasive, disruptive, heinous, sadistic, and lethal method of torturing someone without touching them. Using any and all “legal” means possible to mentally fuck you and destroy your life. A lot of the harassment is actually extremely childish/clownish, but always with a hostile twist, and sociopaths are known to go to any length. And it’s all done with a smile, a laugh, and a bounce in their step, just like the men in the picture torturing the cat.

This is how terrorists, mass murderers, and suicidal people are being “manufactured”  in America and all over the world (targeted individuals). When the REAL terrorists, murderers, and mentally sick people are the ones doing this to innocent people (perps). Targeted individuals are their “puppets”.

Car Vandalized

Happened sometime between Wednesday 2/27/13 and Saturday evening 3/02/13. Looks like someone was trying to get access under the hood. They seem to have regular access to the car interior, so I don’t know why they wouldn’t just pop the hood from under the dash. But then again, we are probably talking about someone who is as dumb as a doorstop. 0303131344a 0303131635a 0303131635

Some Warning Signs you might be a TI

– I remember seeing gang stalking taking place on the freeway once. I was not aware at the time what it was, but I could tell it was something evil. I was driving North on the 5 freeway in San Diego, I think it was just north of the 805 interchange. I don’t remember what year it was but it was a while back, maybe about 10 years ago. I felt a negative energy behind me and looked in the rear view mirror. There was a LARGE swarm of cars, mostly older model SUVs and trucks, coming up rapidly behind me. Many of them had blacked out windows and just looked sinister, like a swarm of agitated, evil flies. They were speeding and weaving in and out of lanes, driving like maniacs but somehow staying very cohesive as a group. There had to be at least 50 of them, rapidly working their way around the slower traffic. They swarmed off just as rapidly as they swarmed in, like a mini hurricane. I remember thinking “what the hell was that?” I had never seen anything like it but it was obviously something very bad. On Sunday, June 24, I was the victim of this type of stalking all the way up the 5 freeway from central San Diego all the way to my home in North County. It was absolutely terrifying. This happened exactly 8 days after I discovered info about OS/EH online and realized I was a TI.

You will notice a lot of subtle peculiarities in your life before your stalking becomes overt, especially if you are a more observant/ perceptive/ sensitive type of person. These are some of the things I noticed over the past 10-15 years.

– Beware of the people in your life who seem to know “everyone”. If you are in awe of how many people they know and wonder how they know them, it is most likely because they are part of the “perp” network.

-Repeated Swapping/Vandalism/Theft/Gaslighting in my home/car/workplace/Mom’s home. (See Feb. 2013 blog post).

-Random people who just happening to be sitting/standing in front of your home or just happen to be “passing by” every time you depart/ arrive. They will often have a cellphone.

-Neighbors departing/ arriving the same time as you or right before or after you.

-Second hand smoke entering my home on a regular basis.

-Neighbors slammimg doors/windows/sliders on a repeated basis.

-If you live in an apt/condo- neighbors using the bathroom the same time as you- flushing toilet, running water, running the fan.

– The feeling that you are repeatedly being “singled out” or “put on the spot” in multiple settings (professional, social, in the community).

-At the market- cashier will stop and “count the drawer” as soon as it’s your turn in line. Or another cashier will come up with a fresh drawer and switch with them, causing a delay. Switching cashier staff as soon as it’s your turn.

– Being seated near loud/large parties at restaurants, parties w/ hyperactive/loud children (on a repeated basis).

-While shopping you will be singled out and followed like a shoplifter. Shortly after you enter the store you will be sought out and asked if you need help. You will notice they are not doing this to anyone else in the store. You will be made to feel uncomfortable the entire time you are in the store.

-At the market, the middle aged male employees will whistle songs when you pass, it is annoying. At one Ralph’s I shopped at, the short, fat manager would come out and start yelling at employees every single time I was in there. This same store engaged in a massive gaslighting campaign after my stalking became overt in June 2012. They actually had someone impersonating the manager.

-In the spring of 2006, I came home one day to find my apt. infested with bees. There were hundreds of them. They came in through the vents in the kitchen and the bathroom. What was odd is that looked like they were forcefully shot in. Many hit the floor so hard there were skid marks and they died from the impact. There was also a dark mud splattered on the floor below the vents.

-After returning from a trip to the East coast, I came home to find my place infested with flies. I was only gone for 4-5 days and had hired a catsitter. It took over a month for me to get rid of them. After my stalking became overt this catsitter texted me out of nowhere, we hadn’t spoke for years. “Perp”.

-In general: rude behavior, rumors about you, and blocking harassment at the workplace. I’ve had weird rumors go around about me at almost every single job I’ve had since graduating from nursing school. Some of them involved drugs, sex, being racist, being antisocial, etc. At my last job I was very friendly with many of the nursing assistants. About 6 months after a new lead nurse, T., showed up, every single one of them stopped speaking to me.

– Cars agressively pulling up to side intersections right as you pass.

-People parked on the shoulder opening the driver’s side door right before you drive by.

-People showing up late to Yoga and sitting way too close to me.

-People getting too close to you in line at the store, brushing against you, or trying to stand next to you. People cutting you in lines.

– People staring, glaring, smirking at you like they know you/recognize you/know something about you.

-Young males spitting, cursing, sexual language in public places. Couples arguing/ fighting in front of you/ making a scene.

– Stores/parking lots almost empty when you arrive w/ sudden increase in people/parked cars by the time you leave. “I always get here right before it gets crowded!”

-You will notice some light mimicking/stalking but if you are not aware yet that you’re a TI you will shrug it off as coincidence. The girl at the gym who has the exact same water bottle as you. The lady wearing the same sneakers as you. A woman wearing the same hoody that you have. Seeing people from your work or gym at random places out in public. Seeing old neighbors/ former coworkers/ classmates at random places. And many doctors stalk, including vets and dentists.

-I used to keep a food journal to eat healthy, I wrote down everything I ate. On Wednesday 5/16/12, I rolled through some stop signs on a back road in my city. These are known as “California Rolls” where you don’t make a complete stop. I remember thinking of that phrase as I did this. One or two days later I opened my food journal and someone had written, in my style of handwriting, “california rolls” in my food journal. After my stalking became overt, multiple law enforcement personnel repeated this phrase back to me.

-If a lot of these things just seem like “bad luck” or “coincidence”, remember, the difference with OGS/EH is the “frequency and duration”. They are repeated over and over again over years and years. “Death by a million paper cuts”.

Back to Basics: Perp Hand Signals

Some TI’s say the signals communicate specific things (see Stasi hand signals), but my perps seem to use them randomly just to let me know they are perps. A TI will be sensitized to different hand signals when their stalking becomes overt (after they find out they are a TI). The signals I see on a daily basis and what most TI’s see are the following:

-Brushing hair/back of neck with hand(s).

-Pointing, with hand or with whole arm fully outstretched.

– Both hands placed on hips or lower back.

– One or both hands placed on abdomen.

-Standing with arms crossed on chest.

-If perp is wearing a baseball hat, they will grab the bill and lift the hat up slightly and tip it forward, then put it back on. This is usually done when you’re behind them.

-Driver with one arm hanging out car window, often with a limp wrist. In cold weather, they will prop the arm up on the inside of the window ledge.

-Pulling out cellphone and/or texting as soon as you pass them.

There is also one TI who has many pics of her perps using the following signals:

-One hand placed in a pants/coat pocket

– Crossing their arms behind their back.

– Showing palm of one hand in a “stop” motion.

– Perps standing on the side of the road, etc. with their back to you.

Since I was sensitized to these signals last summer, I have begun to notice many politicians and celebrities using them as well, as well as in pics of first responders in other cities. Most often the pointing and the hairbrushing. You will also notice many politicans and celebrities wearing whole outfits in the perp colors of turquoise, purple, bright red and pink, etc. Or wearing a flag emblem somewhere on their clothing (most recently Jessica Alba and JLo’s son).

Hand signals that are specific to an individual TI are called mimicking. In my case that means:

-Holding both arms outstretched like Jesus on the crucifix.

-Rubbing arms, calves, thighs, or chest with one or both hands.

-Touching/picking at face/nose.

-Touching mouth.

– Cracking knuckles.

-Touching nose or scalp and then inspecting fingernails.


-Wiping under one or both eyes with 2 fingers. (This was done during the weeks after I was discharged from the hospital, I had 2 black eyes and the perps were mimicking it.)