I attended a 2 day conference this weekend on Integrative and Holistic Nursing. It was held at a local resort near the bay. Everywhere I went I was hounded by perps, including the resort staff. When I tried to enter/exit a room or aisle they blocked me with chairs and their bodies, making pointing gestures right in front of my face. There was a plethora of old, pedophile looking men attending which I thought was funny for a nursing conference. The top 5 perp gang colors were worn in full force: Purple, turquoise, red, blue, and anything in neon (esp. pink). During 3 consecutive morning lectures, a perp woman sat 2 rows behind me and coughed every 5 minutes. Jingling keys, loud shoe/heel/flip-flop sounds, crinkling plastic, staff clanging metal and glassware. When I exited to the parking lot the staff blocked me with a wide push broom, golf carts, and taxis. They had 3 of the MD speakers perp me with gesture harassment, it was really obvious. They actually followed me or lay in wait for me in order to do it. And I think they had one of my former managers pass me once. She looked at me but didn’t speak. She was involved in a huge gaslighting campaign when I went back to visit my old job last summer.

For lunch we went to a buffet set up outside. Yesterday as I waited in line, a server kept standing too close and I also noticed a female perp lingering on one side in my blind spot. When you notice this you know they are up to something. As I reached out for a serving spoon, one strap of my tote bag started to fall of my arm. It was on very securely and I know one of them messed with it. After this happened, the server came back and tried to stand close to me again. I shot him a look and he apologized and backed up. I went over to a beach area to eat alone. It was next to a sidewalk. I was treated to non stop loud carts being wheeled back and forth by staff, loud whistling and talking, bikers, skateboarders, loud kids, a small plane with a banner, and loud cell phone conversations the entire time I sat there. Across the bay area was a rode with little to no traffic on it, I’m not sure where it goes. By the end of our 2 hr. break, they had a long caravan of evenly spaced vehicles slowly moving down the road. As I headed back inside, they had a postal truck drive up. She got out and crossed my path a few seconds before me on the sidewalk.

Today at lunch they had another staff member, Jason, standing menacingly close to me while I was putting food on my plate at the buffet. He was off to my left and I could tell he was watching and waiting. I got to the end of the line and walked about another 20 feet to grab a fork. When I looked back down at my plate again I noticed there was a small piece of tofu on it that I didn’t put there. This is one of those little “telltale” signs perps like to leave when they have tampered with something. When I sat down and began to eat, there was gritty sand in all of my food. He had sprinkled beach sand all over it.

Later, after pretending to “drop” the plate on the sidewalk so it shattered all over (sorry but I was pissed), I went back and asked for his name and his manager’s name. I went to the lobby office and told the manager exactly what happened yesterday and today. She said she was going to speak to the staff and her manager about it. She found me later and made some comment, “I hope this didn’t leave a sour taste in your mouth.” This was her way of letting me know they weren’t going to take it seriously because they are all perps straight up the ladder. I just came home and took a hot shower and I still feel so filthy from being around these people all day.

Today I asked one of my neighbors passing my home in a large, loud, black truck if he thought his car was loud. We spoke for about 3-4 minutes and I did not get an answer. I asked him if he thought people had a right to live in a peaceful, quiet neighborhood. I asked if he knew what noise harassment means. He told me he only passes on the way to work and back and he does not sit and idle. I told him there’s about 30-50 loud cars or more passing each day. There was a woman in the passenger seat who started to snarl when I said this. Her response was “Then why don’t you just move?”. Yes, I think I’ll move out of my home of 12 years because you feel that every man, woman, and child needs to hear your truck roar past their home. Awesome, how neighborly of you. Are you going to be cool with it when I poke holes in my muffler and drive past your home 40 times a day?

This neighborhood was quiet until the weekend of June 23, 2012. Exactly one week after I found out I am a targeted individual. There has been a vehicular noise campaign ever since, up and down my street and my complex driveway which runs right below my balcony. Loud cars, trucks, motorcycles, commercial vehicles, delivery trucks. Anywhere from 30-70 loud cars a day, last week it even went up to 90. Mostly it’s loud mufflers and engines…add in some loud music, car alarms, squeaky brakes. And somehow they rig vehicles to make a particularly loud, jarring noise w/ vibration as they go over the speed bump right below my balcony.

Today I saw a city truck with a flat trailer attached exiting the driveway. Making maximum noise over the speed bump and loud rickety sounds as the trailer wobbled side to side. I hear this same vehicle driving repeatedly up and down my street and my driveway. A city vehicle has no business on this property. This is private property we hire our own vendors and landscapers.

I haven’t confirmed this yet but it seems extremely unlikely that a single warning or ticket for a vehicle noise violation has been issued in my neighborhood in the past 10 months. In my city that means means you can hear the vehicle from 50+ feet away. Universal morality means that if you think it’s OK for you to do something, then you better think it’s OK for anyone and everyone else to do the same thing. If you run a yellow light and just barely make it, you have to ask yourself if it’s OK for EVERYONE else to do the same thing. If the answer is “no”, then you have no business doing it either. You are not special or a talented driver, or above the law just because “you are you”,  you’re just an inconsiderate moron. And you wouldn’t like the outcome if everyone else started doing it too.

As far as the fear and intimidation campaign with the big, bad, loud trucks, I think the word we’re looking for is “Paper Tiger”? Any pussy with 20 grand can go out and buy one, sorry. And any pussy knows how to turn an ignition and step on a gas peddle. The problem is, as soon as I get a loud car too and start driving around the neighborhood like these little dim-wit perps, I will get pulled over and ticketed for a noise violation faster than you can say sh*t.

5:20 pm  Passed by Firetruck while walking.

5:32 pm Passed by Sheriff patrol car while walking. Turned flashing lights on as she passed, appeared to be making a “traffic stop”.

9:08 pm  Passed by Sheriff patrol car while standing at a crosswalk.

9:23 pm  As I approach my street, Red ambulance exits my street and passes me while walking.

Being a female TI is like being caught in a domestic violence cycle with an abusive boyfriend or husband that you you never wanted or needed, or even know. Only, it’s taking place in public and all around your home. And there are a multitude of them, not just one. Being a targeted individual, or TI, is like being strapped down to a board while hundreds to thousands of people walk by and freely molest/insult/degrade and rape you. As you helplessly watch the same thing being done to your family, your friends, and your country. You are completely powerless against it. And you are expected to sit and take it calmly. If you don’t you will be punished for it, and thus the cycle starts and goes on and on. You are being punished for responding to a crime that is occurring all around you 24/7. Someone or some group initiated a Cointelpro gang stalking hit on your life and you are being punished for getting upset about it and defending yourself. Like the abused wife or girlfriend that gets upset and acts out, you are beat down and made to feel like it’s your own fault. This is the exact science behind it. The more upset/emotional/irrational the female target acts because of the constant harassment, the more the perp men get a complete power erection for it. And it just escalates a little bit every time.

I have been the victim of “setups” by perps 4 times with the past week. They look for any opportunity to trigger a confrontation. The common theme is once you do react to the person who triggered you, they will have one or more perps standing by ready to pop out of nowhere and start yelling and cursing at you. They LOVE to make a scene. When you walk away or clam up, they egg you on, trying to turn it onto a physical confrontation.

Last night I went for a walk and received vehicle harassment from loud cars almost the whole time. Towards the end a large SUV stopped and made a U-turn right in front of me, idled at the bottom of a driveway, and then reversed all the way up the sloped driveway and parked. I clapped for him and made the “L” sign with my hand. There was a little Mexican man loitering in the area with a small dog. He is there almost every single time I walk, dressed in perp colors. He was standing near the bottom of the driveway and thought I was motioning to him. He then called out to me and started following me. He followed me around a corner and across the street. He came up to me very aggressively like he was going to attack me . He called me a whore and started chasing me around, I ran into the light traffic in the street to get away from him. When he left I started calling the Sheriff. He saw me using the phone and hurried back and started chasing me around again. All while holding a small Chihuahua dog in his arms. “Don’t play games with me,” he said.

This guy has seen me almost every time I walk and was looking for any excuse for a confrontation. I think he was salivating over it actually. Like one of those dogs with the sloppy drool dripping out of their mouth. Not only do I not want to “play games” with him, I want absolutely nothing to do with him. You are the one who is out here stalking me and intimidating me every time I walk. You are the one out here dressed in your little perp gang colors, triggering a reaction for a setup. You are the criminal, the felon, and the abuser. The only one “playing games” here is you and we both know it. It is a fact.

I am not a man hater but it’s true we have less and less “men” with every generation. Alcohol, drugs, prescription psych meds, the dumbing down of education, violent videos games/tv/movies, internet porn, and a lack of good male and female role models have all contributed. And it just seems to get worse with every new generation, making it easier for the govt. and crime syndicates to recruit male perps. Perp men feel completely powerless and out of control and they live to take this out on female targets. It the nastiest, most disgusting feeling being on the receiving end of this. If someone really does have a master plan to f*ck this country, they certainly put a lot of thought and planning into it. Awareness is the key to reversing it. Not reacting and not playing into it , realizing how astoundingly stupid and lame it is, is key. And recording and posting as much of it as you can.

Things I have learned about cell phone ownership over the past 10 months. Everyone should do these things even if they’re not  a TI. I am learning the hard way.

Assume your cell will eventually be stolen. Get it insured by your wireless carrier. Its only 5 dollars a month. If it’s not insured, you won’t be able to make a police report when it gets stolen.

Record the serial number of the phone. You can find this information inside the phone by removing the battery. You will also need this information when reporting a stolen phone.

Do not leave your cell in your car even with the doors locked. Yesterday, I had my cell phone stolen for the second time this year after leaving it in a locked car.

Back up your data/contacts now before it’s too late. Otherwise your carrier will not be able to transfer your contacts to your new phone. Your carrier does not automatically back up your data, you have to do this yourself, through the carrier.

Save any important pics/vids in the phone to your computer somehow. By emailing them to yourself, downloading, or saving to a disc.

Find a way to attach the phone to yourself before you leave the house. You want it to be accessible for pics/vids but you do not want to put it down anywhere and forget it, including your car. Perps have unfettered access to your car. Before they started stealing my phones, they would just pick it up and leave it on the driver’s seat every time I left it in the car.

Don’t buy an expensive phone. All you need is a basic phone that takes decent pics and vids. Buy a cheaper basic phone and you won’t be as disappointed when it eventually gets stolen by perps.

Buy low GB memory cards. Use them up and take them out. If you have a card with huge GB, it’s going to be in the phone for a long time. When the phone gets stolen, there goes hundreds to thousands of pics and vids. 

Don’t rely solely on your cellphone for taking vids/pics of perp harassment. I think we should have other types of cameras that are better suited for this such as a blogger cam, “go pro” cams that can be used as a dash cam, and/or motion sensor cam for the home. Google glasses would be ideal, esp. if you could broadcast the recording in real-time on the net. I recently read on FB Google Earth has live satellite coverage of people’s homes now, I’m working on how to access this.

Any other suggestions?

It really does seem like there is a mass targeting of single women taking place in the U.S. right now, with very eager “gang stalking rats” being rewarded for seeking them out. Getting the impression that many of these people are brainwashed into thinking they are fighting some kind of war, and they are willing to give up their lives for it. Of course their leaders are telling them to start with the most vulnerable targets. It seems like only a matter of time until we start having the public gang rapes that have recently made the news in India. They have already been given license to sexually harass female targets in public. In a society that is already so covertly and thoroughly lawless, where do you think they are going to draw the line?

Stasi/Cointelpro style harassment is now being used on a mass scale to perpetrate a global holocaust. The people committing these heinous acts are tyrants, sadists, sociopaths, serial killers, rapists, thieves, and are addicted to fraud. Many of them are already involved in trafficking of people and drugs. They believe they are the “chosen” ones and they are “lucky” to be on the other side of the fence. Ready and excited to move full speed ahead into the “new, improved” world. So ready to point fingers and eliminate all the groups they blame for society’s problems (fascist). The fact that violence is a never ending cycle has been downplayed by their leaders. “The measure of a society is how it treats its weakest members.”- Ghandi. And since society will always have it’s “weakest members”, where do these people think their leaders will draw the line? There is always going to be someone weaker than you, and there is always going to be someone bigger and more powerful than you, who is ultimately, I believe, God. And who, with Jesus, is our example of how to stop the cycle of hate. “…as long as you did it to one of these my least brethren, you did it to me.” (Matthew 24:50)

“In the end, only kindness matters.” (Jewel)