Ode to a “C U Next Thursday”

I am currently receiving EFT treatment for PTSD by a therapist at her private home in San Diego. For the past 2 weeks, the parking spots in front of her home are taken, so I have to park in front of her neighbor’s home. Today I snapped a shot of the vehicle parked in front of her home, an older model pickup with a worn paint job, with a trailer attached to the back. Many TI’s have been sensitized to this type of rig, they are around me all the time. They love any type of vehicle that is oversized and “takes up space”. I was early for my appt. and sat in my car for about 5 minutes. The street is very quiet/ low traffic. After about 3-4 minutes a gold SUV drives down the street from the opposite direction and suddenly pulls up right in front of my vehicle, inches from my front bumper. Obviously the intention was to scare me or make me think I got caught doing something wrong. It was probably a show for the neighbors too. The car reversed a few feet and parked in front of a driveway. A woman and 3 children exited the car, leaving 3 passenger doors and the trunk open. They gave the impression this was their home, but knowing perps, you never really know. If it was their home, why not just pull into the driveway? The driver was a Hispanic looking middle aged female with straight black hair. This was staged to scare me and it did. For the first few seconds I had no idea what was happening. I would like to tell this woman what a cunt she is to agree harass and intimidate strangers. If she is the real neighbor, then she knows my therapist specializes in PTSD treatment and has clients over for that specific reason. I went in to my appt. feeling very upset and shook up. This bitch swooped in front of my car like it was some kind of Federal raid. I would like to send a very special “fuck you” to this woman for harassing me and other targeted individuals. Whoever it is you are spreading your a$$ cheeks for, know that every single life you are helping to destroy will always be worth more than yours.

View of street moments before gold SUV pulls up.

View of street moments before gold SUV pulls up.

Gold SUV suddenly pulls up in front of my car and blocks a driveway, facing wrong direction for street parking.

Gold SUV suddenly pulls up in front of my car and blocks a driveway, facing wrong direction for street parking.

Noise Campaign Dec. 2013: Rosebay Drive, Encinitas, CA 92024

The following is a list of daily stats I keep for loud vehicles passing in front of my home that should be cited for noise code violations. Concentration of noise is at Southern end of Rosebay Drive, 3-4 blocks in from Encinitas Blvd.

Violations include frequent high decibel mufflers, vehicles w/ no mufflers, loud roaring engines/ignitions, excessive commercial vehicles, loud car stereos, sirens, Car alarms, loud squeaking brakes, cars w/ loose wheels/suspension or weighted down to make loud noise/scraping sounds over driveway speed bump throughout the day and night.

Cars frequently speed up the incline on Rosebay Drive from the main Blvd. 2 blocks away and can be heard from the time they turn on to my street to well after they pass. I have also frequently witnessed private vehicles entering my neighborhood and condo complex and then exiting within seconds to minutes, frequently stopping and idling. There will be an outdoor surveillance camera installed this year for everyone to witness this intentional, criminal activity.

And for all the neighbors who drive obnoxiously loud cars and think it’s OK because ” I only pass twice a day, to and from work”. Multiply that by the 30-40 other neighbors who do this every day and that’s a lot of fucking noise. But I’m not telling you anything you don’t already know. It’s funny how all these little communist skanks run around defending their right to “community” whenever they think their rights are being infringed on. You should see the fucking havoc they have they have wreaked on this neighborhood and this city. Community my ass, you stand for anything but.

There has been no improvement with multiple calls to the San Diego Sheriff’s Dept. and to my knowledge not a single noise code violation has been issued since the vehicular noise campaign started a year and a half ago.

12/01/13-  60                                                 12/18/13- 65

12/02/13- 50                                                  12/19/13- 85

12/03/13- 22                                                   12/20/13- 15

12/04/13- 37                                                    12/21/13- 55

12/05/13- 71                                                     12/22/13- 44

12/06/13-76                                                     12/23/13- 16

12/07/13- 40                                                   12/24/13- 45

12/08/13- 20                                                   12/25/13- 23

12/09/13- 33                                                    12/26/13- 67

12/10/13- 35                                                     12/27/13- 49

12/11/13- 69                                                      12/28/13- 50

12/12/13- 49                                                      12/29/13- 65

12/13/13- 71                                                       12/30/13- 52

12/14/13- 72                                                      12/31/13- 66

12/15/13- 62

12/16/13- 43

12/17/13- 44

**Keep in mind this is not a “thru” street. It is all residential with no new construction or development. The entire neighborhood is enclosed and none of the streets lead to any other main streets in this city. Other areas of Encinitas where noise complaints have been publicly noted over the past year and a half by residents are: 101 South Hwy./downtown area; Pacific Station; Rodney Drive. It is not just my neighborhood, it is a city wide trend.

http://saveencinitas.org/

The Perp Media Spin

I do not have a violent bone in my body. But if I ever did pull an Aaron Alexis or Miriam Carey, I have a pretty good idea of what people will say about me after I am arrested or killed. This includes family, friends, coworkers, neighbors, law enforcement, attorneys, and therapists.

Neighbors:

“She was a loner. I rarely saw anyone visiting. She worked from home and rarely left her home.”

“She had a breakdown just over a year ago, we called the Sheriff’s dept. multiple times. Her family was very concerned about her.”

“She was very quiet and kept to herself. After her “breakdown” she became less friendly and irritable and rarely spoke to anyone. She started taking pictures and videos of us which upset some neighbors.”

“She became a habitual complainer, filing complaints with the HOA, Sheriff dept., and the city staff regarding increased traffic and loud vehicles on our street/property and noise/harassment/stalking by neighbors.”

“She vandalized a neighbor’s door just because his dog barked too loudly at her.”

Interpretation: “We’re so innocent and sweet. It’s all her own fault. We tried our best to help her. We never did anything to antagonize or provoke her. She was mentally ill and in denial of her illness.”

Coworkers:

“She had a severe breakdown at work last summer. She did not recognize some of us. We called the police. She was acting paranoid and delusional.  She did not think they were real cops and tried to injure herself when they detained her.”

“She filed grievances about increased noise inside the call center, disparate treatment by supervisors and coworkers, being singled out for harassment and that we filed a false police report on her.”

“I used to be friendly with her, we hung out socially outside of work. Since her breakdown at work she would no longer speak to me.”

Interpretation: “We’re so sweet and innocent. She’s one of our best employees. We did what we could to help, we didn’t do anything wrong, it was the police dept.’s fault she had a panic reaction. We didn’t to anything to antagonize or provoke her.”

Family/Friends:

“She had a breakdown. She said cars with blacked out windows were following her around the city. That was she was being harassed and singled out at work and being followed around the community by groups of people on foot.”

“When we went to her home to help her she wouldn’t let us inside. She did not believe we were really her family. She said there was excessive/loud traffic on her street. We encouraged her inpatient psychiatrist to put her on Risperdal, extend her involuntary hold, and put her under a conservatorship for her “mental illness”. But our sister refused everything.”

“Since last summer she will not make any verbal,written, or face to face contact with us.”

Interpretation: “We’re so sweet and innocent. We tried to help. She was mentally ill and in denial of her diagnosis. This is all her own fault. We didn’t do anything to antagonize or provoke her.”

Law Enforcement:

Sheriff Dept.- “We made multiple visits to her home last summer and also a safety check on Christmas day. She had multiple complaints about loud vehicles and harassment from neighbors. We told her we don’t have gang stalking in our city.”

Police Dept.- “She did not think we were real police officers when we came to her work. Her coworkers were concerned about her. We were just doing our job when we detained her and cuffed her with excessive force at her desk that day (without actually witnessing her doing anything wrong). We had a right to do what we did.”

Interpretation: “We’re innocent. It was her own fault she didn’t cooperate with us.  She did this because she is mentally ill.”

Therapists:

“She was held involuntarily for 8 days last summer for having a breakdown at home that carried over into work.”

“She stated she was being gang stalked. We told her there is no evidence this problem really exists and it would not be feasible for this to happen anyway.”

“We researched the topic of gang stalking as she requested but all we could find is anecdotal information in blogs and on the internet.”

Interpretation: “We tried to help her but she was in denial of her mental illness/ delusional disorder. She was open to therapy but refused medications and did not agree with her diagnosis. We didn’t do anything wrong.”

Every single one of these people may as well have physically and violently raped me. I have never in my life experienced the extreme terror, anxiety, depression, suicidal thoughts, and PTSD this crime has caused me. Every single one of these people are guilty of menticide and conspiracy to murder. They are not innocent, they were not “doing the right thing”, they were not just “doing their jobs”/ business as usual. Every single one of these people was fully aware of the destruction they were causing. It’s not the first time they’ve done it and it won’t be the last. The fact that they are able to repeatedly hide these heinous crimes from the courts does not make them innocent. But no crime is perfect. The fact is I am still standing, I will never do anything violent, and I will work to expose these murderers until well after I am 6 feet under. F*CK each and every single one of you 🙂

OGS/EH is a Federal Crime

It’s 4:15 pm on a Tuesdy. I sit in my living room on my day off, listening to a meditation CD. My cats are sitting quietly with me, enjoying the CD. A loud “pop” suddenly goes off nearby outside, it sounds just like a gunshot. One cats gets frightened and runs off to hide. Both my cats have been continuously startled and terrorized by sounds since the gang stalking noise campaign in my neighborhood started in June of 2012. So far today, inside out home, we have been treated to:

Loud cars/trucks/motorcycles up and down our street.

Police/ Fire dept. sirens.

Neighbor slamming window/cabinets/banging/booming/stomping sounds w/ vibrations.

Continuous loud hammering outdoors for 2-3 hours.

Landscapers with leaf blowers.

Screaming/yelling children. They frequently scream as if they are in real distress.

Raking sounds on cement.

Synchronized bathroom use. I am now treated to the sound of my neighbor loudly urinating almost every time I use the bathroom.

Perps like to layer, synchronize, and run “relays” or “tag teams” with the noise campaign.  The above list is just a fraction of the noise campaign tactics that occur in my neighborhood every single day. Perps continue to make 25-60 trips past my house a day w/loud vehicles, some of whom live inside my apartment complex. This includes loud mufflers/engines/car stereos/squeaking brakes/no shocks over speed bumps/idling/large commercial vehicles/car alarms/beeping horns/ slamming of car doors.

I am currently reading the book “My Life Changed Forever” by the TI Elizabeth Sullivan. It is very well written and she make an observation about perps that I believe is correct: that they are on the same level as serial rapists and murderers. This book is very well written and I suggest every TI read it, especially if your harassment protocol is mostly organized stalking and community-based harassment.

Organized gang stalking and electronic harassment IS A FEDERAL CRIME in the U.S. This crime crosses state AND international lines. This is one, among many, federal laws that are being violated with this type of crime. I have been stalked and harassed in San Diego by people from all over the country and the globe. I have seen hundreds of perps driving cars from a multitude of other states as well the bordering countries of Mexico and Canada. I have been stalked and harassed on interstate flights and on Federal property.

It is time for the FBI to admit knowledge of this crime and the fact that it is a Federal crime that needs to be stopped and its violators need to be prosecuted. The fact that they continue to ignore its existence and discredit TI accounts implicates them in this crime. They are either involved in it, letting it happen, ignoring it, or encouraging it. Enough TI’s have already contacted the FBI by mail, phone, internet, and in person (including myself) for them to have enough testimony and evidence to open an investigation at the very minimum. YES THIS IS THEIR JURISDICTION BECAUSE OGS/EH IS A FEDERAL CRIME.

On another note, without being too specific due to patient confidentiality, I will say that I work in the healthcare field and am noticing more and more patients with complaints about physical and psychological symptoms that seem to be related to targeting. It breaks my heart because I know exactly what they are going through but I can’t tell them. And worse, I know their healthcare providers, who are part of the corrupt system, are not really going to help them and probably just make it worse. I am thankful that I am still here for them and that I am good. TI’s this is why should not give up on yourself, ever.

Targeting is also a national health issue and needs to be recognized as such by all the major health organizations. There are known top risk factors (hereditary and lifestyle) for all of these: Heart attack, Stroke, Cancer, and death by physical injury (including suicide). Targeting needs to be officially added as one of the top risk factors for all of these major health issues. Why do I get the feeling “Obamacare” is just another tactic in the government’s “multi-pronged” attempt to invade everyone’s privacy completely and will be used to increase/intensify targeting?

The Replacements

I’m going to write some things in this post that a lot of people are not ready to hear, including other TI’s. It’s something I’ve wanted to write about since I started this blog but didn’t know how. I still really don’t, and a lot of it is hypothesis, but I feel compelled to put it out there before it’s too late for some people, or a lot of people. This topic is one of the most puzzling and horrifying parts of my harassment. I have only encountered about 4-5 other TI’s who know about it or have been exposed to it.

Perps like to gaslight targets, or change their perception of reality, turning it into a surreal, dream-like setting. There are lots of ways they do this. One of the ways is with look-alikes, or “replacements”. I have also heard them referred to as “surrogates”, “twins”, “imposters”, and “doubles”. One TI said there are even “triplets” sometimes. I just saw an awful story on Facebook about farmers skinning a Mom’s dead calf and placing the skin over another live calf like a jacket to fool her. I’m not sure what the purpose is, but this is extremely cruel and confusing to the Mom. Perps are doing a similar thing to people right now.  I was bombarded with look-alikes when my targeting became overt last summer. And they are still doing it consistently in one setting.

These are my thoughts/ observations on “replacements”:

– They are made to look very similar to the person they are impersonating. Some are almost identical while others are very obviously a “cheap knockoff”. The identical ones are often used to impersonate family members, they are the most terrifying. The shoddy impersonators are used at work, local businesses, dentist’s office, therapist’s office, sheriff dept., to impersonate your neighbors, etc. in order to agitate the target. These will be very obvious to you but the torture is not being able to bust them for it.

– I don’t know if they are using actual clones, cloning specific features, plastic surgery, and/or facial transplants for the identical replacements. They will try to pass these ones off as family members, and they will be very convincing as they will know a lot about your family, but they will make mistakes. And of course, they will exhibit behaviors from your harassment protocol.

– Replacements are used for both perps and targets. When a perp has a replacement, it is for the purpose of gaslighting. When a target has a replacement, I think it means the target is dead or otherwise completely neutralized ( see below). I am certain they had a replacement ready for me last summer. I think it’s possible they might also gaslight low-level perps with look-alikes of the target.

– When a target is replaced, I think it means one of three things: the original target is dead, in jail, or institutionalized. If they are in jail or institutionalized, the perps must be pretty confident they are not getting out if they have replaced them. I am wondering if this is where NDAA is coming into play. If you can now be detained indefinitely, for no just reason, without any family contact, who’s to say they aren’t putting people in FEMA camps already? If the people in camps have been “replaced” by identical people (perps) out in society, no one will know until it is way too late. The other advantage to perps is that these identical replacements will be programmed to terrorize the rest of us.

– If a target is imprisoned or institutionalized and “replaced” with a double in society, this actually constitutes a kidnapping and fraud.

– If a target is programmed for a self initiated execution i.e. suicide and “replaced” with a double in society, this constitutes a murder, or a conspiracy to murder and fraud.

– I recently read that in the US, suicide has surpassed motor vehicle accidents as the number one cause of death from injury. Because of the above, I think the suicide rate is MUCH higher than what we know. If the suicide can be hidden and swept under the rug so no one knows about it, the target can be replaced seamlessly. I think this also goes for targets who go in for surgeries/procedures and are possibly murdered and replaced while they under anesthesia. I am certain some targets are “getting help” dying after being admitted to hospitals for medical problems and surgeries. Not all are replaced, if they had serious health problems to begin with, they don’t have to make the effort.

– Some of this may tie into what has happened in Aurora, Sandy Hook, and Boston. Many are saying these people are crisis actors and frauds, with some of the same characters being used more than once. And a possible look-alike being used now for the Boston bombing victim who had both legs injured.

– Replacing targeted family members with identical perps may be the reason for the recent increase in family suicide-murders.

-Some targets who think they are dealing with perp family members harassing them may not realize they are actually dealing with “replacements.”

The Asshole Apocalypse…A Day in the Life

8:30 am  Put items outside door to donate for a VVA pickup today. Every time I open the door and go outside a loud power tool comes on at the house across the street. There has been a remodeling project going on there for over 2 months now. Loud cars/ trucks/motorcycles/commercial vehicles continue to drive up and down my street periodically as they have done for the past 10 months. Continue to get occasional air harassment/direct overhead flights at home and out in the community (choppers/small planes).

9:30 am Walk up hill to laundry room. Loud voices coming from rooftop patio over laundry room- one them is a HOA board member. They push furniture around loudly across the floor while I am in the laudry room. A female neighbor comes in and uses the washers right next to mine even though there are 5-6 other washers to choose from. I move my detergent bottle out of her reach because they are always looking for an opportunity. Noise campaign, synchronized harassment, stalking harassment, crowding harassment.

10:15 am Leave for Sheriff’s station. Synchronized vehicle/stalking harassment (aka “car ballet”) in front of my home. Tan car pulls up and idles in the crosswalk right before I pull out. Another car pulls up and idles next to it. Large truck idling in intersection, backs into a parking spot on the street.

10:30 am Sheriff’s dept. to report another stolen cell phone. Blocking and stalking harassment inside the station. Gesture harassment by staff (pointing), color coordinated harassment- clothing. A man enters and paces back and forth continuously. Another one does coughing harassment.

11:00 am  FedEx store. Vehicle harassment in the parking lot by a car with “handicapped” plates (I aasume it’s a mental handicap). Blocking harassment by a perp inside the store (dressed in bright green) when I try to get help. Color coordinated harassment- clothing.

11:30 am CVS.

11:45 am Smart & Final. A group of firemen stand near the entrance as I approach. Its obvious there’s a skit planned. They enter ahead of me and disperse inside the store, passing me multiple times while I shop. Stalking harassment, first Responder harassment. Color coordinated harassment in the store as usual- clothing.

12:00 pm  Arrive home, landscapers blocking my parking spot with large pile of branches. They have also blocked my front steps with a large bundle of branches. A lot of dust and dirt in the air, causing me to cough. Cab pulls up and drops of a neighbor in front of his house. Stalking harassment, blocking harassment, synchronized harassment, environmental harassment. Have you noticed how everyone from the grocery bagger to the bike messenger to the landscaper, etc. wears the little bright green or yellow safety vests now?

1:00 pm Go to pickup laundry, large bundle of branches still blocking my stairs. A neighbor talks loudly on the phone out on her balcony as I exit the laundry room. When I return from the laundry room one of the HOA board members is standing at the bottom of my stairs. He lives on the other side of the complex. I have to walk in between him and the bundle to pass. He just stands there and looks at me for no reason and tries to engage me in conversation. If you act like you don’t want to talk to them (because you know they are involved in Cointelpro/ criminal conspiracy), they will use it against you later. “I said hello and she just walked right by me.” Stalking harassment, synchronized harassment, crowding harassment, blocking harassment.

3:30 pm Sounds from inside my ceiling while I am using my bathroom, sounds like a person moving around.

4:00 pm Sounds from inside by bedroom ceiling, same thing.

5:10 pm Sudden, loud crashing sound coming from the other side of my bedroom wall while resting in my bed. Came from the apt. below or next to me.

6:00 pm Walk to Italian class, noise/ vehicle harassment, gesture harassment/ mimicking harassment from drivers.

7:00 pm Italian class- gesture harassment (pointing), mimicking, color coordinated harassment (clothing). PDA. Woman sitting next to me continuosly twirling ankle and moving both legs up and down while we watch a video, anything to catch your eye and distract/annoy you.

8:45 pm Walk home from class. Mexican male walking on opposite side of the street starts coughing. He then crosses the street and starts walking directly towards me. He had a black hoodie pulled over his head. I did not like this at all and told him to get away from me. He did not speak English or acted like he didn’t. I said some other choice words to him and walked ahead.

9:20 pm  Arrive at home, neighbor from next building out in the parking lot taking things out of car, acting like she just arrived too. She has actually been synchronizing this for years when I come and go, I just realized this summer it is stalking harassment. She once followed to me a grocery store after 10pm, when I came out she was standing there with a petition for people to sign. There was no one else around. She said it was to protect our property from eminent domain. I am now wondering wtf I actually signed.

When you are a TI, be prepared to have multiple “inhuman” moments throughout the day. The reason for this is because the people who are abusing you are not human. They are not men. They are not women. Just as there are no laws yet to protect TI’s and bring perps to justice, there are no words yet to describe these beings. They are not animals, because that term is way too good for them. I don’t know the words to describe them yet. I have wasted a lot of time trying though. And after 10 months of trying I’m here to say please don’t waste a second of your time. THEY ARE JUST NOT WORTH IT. Change the channel, meditate, pray, go about your business, have faith, think positive/beautiful thoughts, and focus on activism, opposing, and exposing Organized Cointelpro style gang stalking.

I watched ‘The Talented Mr. Ripley’ last night and it’s so true that a fraud only gets away with things for so long. These people have tortured my Mom, my Dad, my sisters, brothers, nieces, nephews, cousins, and friends and they have absolutely no remorse or guilt about it. They actually get drunk/high off it. They work themselves up into a frenzy and masturbate to it while rabidly foaming at the mouth. The harassment becomes a compulsion and addiction, like a little child’s constant plea for attention. So when they continue to pass me in the produce aisle with their hands in their pockets and a smirk on their face, we know at least one word for them: insane.