I just walked home from yoga class. As I approached my front steps, a blue VW Eurovan pulled out in the driveway in front of me, paused, made a left, turned into the driveway behind me, passed under my building, passed me again through a courtyard, and entered a garage next to my building. It’s not illegal to move your car, it is illegal to conspire with a group of neighbors to harass, intimidate, and stalk someone in sync. This neighbor has participated in it before.
In a way perps want to desensitize the target to the abuse. For us to expect and accept the daily harassment, invasion of privacy, neural monitoring, break-ins, stalking, noise campaign, street theater, rudeness, and blocking. To come to think of their crime as “just a joke” like they do. To forget how completely heinous and abusive it is, and what a complete violation of human and civil rights it is to make another human a victim of a life long non-consensual experiment. In their eyes, the target has 2 options, either accept it as your way of life for the rest of your life i.e. suck their dick; or you can end it by committing suicide.
I want a new primary doctor and will be requesting soon. The one I have is a fraud and an impersonator. He actually sat and smirked at me while telling me he knew my psych diagnosis. The problem is, I was never diagnosed before I last saw him. The discharge diagnosis was “rule out ____”. He is a liar and a fraud. As far as finding another OB/GYN doctor, I’m at a loss. These appt.’s always suck to begin with, and my last 3 at Kaiser were just weird. They were with 3 different doctors and I now realize how weird and perp-like they were.
The first one was very young, Asian, and inexperienced. Actually I think she was a Nurse Practitioner. It felt like it was her first day on the job. When we finished I heard her rush into and office next door, I got the impression she was about to break down and cry. Probably over guilt at impersonating an NP. The second one was a male. He looked more like a contractor or a construction worker than a doctor, he didn’t wear a lab coat. He told me I had a cyst on my ovary that might need to be removed. When I came back for an Ultrasound (with a machine that looked and felt outdated), it had “magically” disappeared. He told me he was retiring soon and gave me 2 other names. I made an appt. with one who had an Asian name. She turned out to be a white female. I was 39 at the time. The first thing she said to me when she walked in the room was, “So, do you still get your period?” I actually saw her make a face when she took her hand out of me. Her laid back attitude struck me as odd, like she had just walked in off the street. I now realize she probably did. And for all I know, all of my MD appt.’s are probably recorded for my perps viewing pleasure. Yes America, they really, really, really are that sick.
Some other weird doctor stories:
A dermatologist I had seen a couple of times at Kaiser looked completely different when I came back to see him about a year later. I mean this wasn’t even a look-alike, it was not even him. Maybe I should have confirmed his name, but that’s where they nail you for acting unstable. I am very conscious of checking ID tags now.
I saw a doctor in Washington DC for a physical in 1995 or 1996. He looked like Richard Belzer, the comedian/actor from Law & Order. I remember him making me stand up and open my gown while he stood behind me. He then told me I needed to lose 10 pounds. Years later, around 2000, I now realize the same doctor wheeled my dad back to his unit on a gurney after having a heart catheterization at St. Raphael’s hospital in New Haven, CT. I distinctly remember seeing him and another doctor through a glass window. He was tall with a longish hair parted in the middle and wide, tinted eyeglasses. My Dad reported he had a very sharp, sudden pain in his chest during the procedure that he wasn’t expecting. He later told me that a nurse left the blood pressure cuff on the monitor in his room go on and off all night. I know now my Dad and family were being targeted at this time.
And don’t even get me started on the inpatient doctors when I was admitted to a locked unit last summer after being mobbed at work and violently jumped by 2 cops. Everyone in the Emergency dept. and the locked unit was a complete perp fraud, from the patients to the doctors. My ER doctor and my attending doctor both stalked me once separately in public after my discharge.
Try indians…i had an indian shrink who was a christian and very nice….the richer ones are sexist and elitest though…like the caste system back home…maybe they know something we dont 🙂
Yeah….check out bully sam roth the physician assistant….he claims to work for a urologist….but that OBVIOUSLY does not pay enough 🙂