09:20 am  Passed “Traffic stop” on side of the road , Sheriff ” patrol car with lights flashing.

11:20 am  Sheriff patrol car passed while at coffee with a friend, going South.

11:36 am  Sheriff patrol car passed coffee house again going other direction, going North.

11:39 am  Sheriff patrol car passed coffee house again going South again, stopped and parked in front of   coffee house.

11:50 am  Pulled over by same Sheriff patrol car while leaving coffee house. Cited by Deputy for “Unsafe Speed”.

11:59 am  Passed by Sheriff patrol car at an intersection.

12:15  Passed by Firetruck.

1:36 pm Parking ticket for parking near a fire hydrant near my home.

In the past months, I have seen the perps put their young children in extremely dangerous situations 3 times. All in the name of “street theater”. As I left for church one morning, they blocked the intersection on my street with a black Jetta. It was stopped in the middle of the street next to a parked car on the shoulder. As I went to pass it and honked my horn, there was a suddenly a man opening the rear drivers side door letting a young child out into the street. Who stops in the middle of the road to let their kid out?

The second time I was lost trying to find the freeway and ended up on a dead end with an industrial cul de sac. There was a UPS truck and a compact car stopped on the same street.  As I u-turned at the end they had a perp truck with a trailer on it suddenly back out and block me. I f*cking hate when they do this. It was too big to pass. They started to drive ahead of me, I went to pass it on the left. As soon as I did this, they had a young child exit the compact car and run out into the street. I got back behind the truck and attempted to pass again, this time they had the UPS truck drive straight towards me. I kept driving and passed.

Tonight, as I left the volunteer event, a large SUV sat idling opposite my parking spot, facing the exit. As soon as I backed up and started to the exit, it pulled out in front of me and drove really slow. I went to pass it, and of course they had a woman and a young child trying to cross the street a few hundred feet in front of me. The SUV was so big I couldn’t see them.  A message to perp parents: You are complete psychopaths and criminals. Do not take your kids stalking with you and put them in harm’s way like that.

I was stalked by my attending psychiatric MD today. She was my MD when I was admitted to a locked psych unit this summer for a 5150 hold. I went to a holiday volunteer event today at the fairgrounds down the coast. As I drove through the long entrance to the parking lot, a man and a woman were walking my way. The woman was my MD, Dr. N. I recognized her immediately. She looks a lot like one of my sister in laws. She was dressed in a turquoise, white, and black dress with her big black eyeglasses on. She looked right at me. One of the bulidings had a sign with her hospital’s name on it like they were having some event, maybe a holiday party. Whether it was an actual scheduled hospital event or not, I’m sure that will be her excuse for being there.

I was also stalked this summer by the ED doctor who saw me after the cops detained me for 5150 hold. I could tell “Dr. S.” was a dopey perp the moment I met him. Dr. S. stalked me at another hospital a few weeks after I was discharged. He drove right past me as I was backing out of my space in the parking garage, I got the license plate number. Both times the doctors made sure I saw them.

The public also needs to be aware that the newer hospitals have broken the emergency departments down into small, separate sections, some of them locked. The easier to gaslight you with. They can fill an entire section with perps, just like they did to me. The target patient will be put in their own section surrounded by perp doctors, nurses, patients, security guards,etc. That way you will have noone to help you.

For those of you who think this is some fun little game or prank, I want you to know that one family member is already dead. And I suspect at least one other family member is dead. Because all communication between me and my family is redirected, I have no way of knowing what is really going on with any of them right now. I hope you are all having a nice little cozy holiday season with your loved ones, while I sit here alone wondering wtf happened to mine.

12:00 pm  Passed by Sheriff patrol car.

4:00 pm  Passed a parked ambulance in a parking lot.

4:40 pm  Passed a Firetruck at intersection.

4:50  Followed by a cop car.

Went to 8 o’clock mass this am. As I exited my front door, I see a large black truck idling on the corner across the street. I went back inside for a few moments, when I came back it was gone. As soon as I exited again a grey truck (see above pic) started it’s engine and idled on the street. It sat and idled until I got into my car and pulled off the curb. The truck pulled away the same time as me, driving ahead of me. There is some variation of this every single time I exit and enter my home. If it is not car stuff, it is random people or neighbors walking by or standing around.

A Sheriff patrol car exits the church lot just as I am entering. Ther usual fake coughing and sneezing inside church. Someone lets their cell phone ring tone go off twice without muting it. As I returned to my home and enter, someone drags a large plastic dumpster loudly across  the street.

Part of my harassment protocol is to drive a loud truck down my driveway every time I take off my shirt. Another part is to zoom a loud car down the street every time I pull down my pants to go to the bathroom. When I am in the shower, they have a loud car roar down the street so loud I can hear it inside my shower, inside my bathroom, with the water running. There is a very big chauvenistic, misogynistic element to organized stalking. The fact that so many single, educated, independent single women in the prime of their life are targeted is testament to this. The men who engage in organized stalking are NOT men. They are weak, abusive, and base. Many of them have drug and alcohol addictions and I suspect many of them were abused at some point. Many of them are gay, especially the younger ones. And I am certain many of the others are closeted gays.

Single women, loners, people who are timid, people who have little to no social network. These people are picked as targets because it is easy and the perps know they can get away with it. Just think of the same pussies who engage in “canned hunts” with animals. Because this is exactly what organized stalking is…only with humans as the subject.

I read that women who are married to perps are spied on as well. And many targets are divorced women targeted by their exes. They once smeared tiger balm on a maxi pad I left out in my bathroom. It burned so badly I had to remove it right away. This was done while I was out.

When you are a stalked (by one or by many) it is like being raped over and over and over again. When you are a TI, it is like being the only adult in the room, everywhere you go. When you a female TI, it is like being trapped in an abusive relationship with someone you don’t even know and never wanted anything to do with ever. Back in school, you only had to put up with bullies for part of a day. In organized stalking you put up with the bullies for the rest of your life, everywhere you go.

Organized stalkers can and will target an entire family or group of friends. For years you will hear friends and family complain about little bad/weird things that happened to them. You listen and dwell on it for a bit and move on, shrugging it off as a minor annoyance. When you come to the realization that you are a TI and there are no more coincidences, you suddenly realize how all these bad/weird things happening to you and everyone in your circle is connected. The following are some examples from the past 10 years:

Mom: Woman from random credit card company continuously calling and harassing her saying she owed money. In the end she did not.

Mom: Man called and asked her to place money on her front door for the fire dept. When she didn’t do it he actually called back and asked why.

Mom: Woman supposedly from her bank called and said she was going to send a man named “Shamus” over to talk about her account.

Mom: Man came out a Dunkin Donuts and started yelling at her for putting a ping in his door after she parked next to him. She did not damage his car. He insisted. She was at least 80 years old when this took place.

Mom: Financial adviser at Wells Fargo in Ridgefield, CT had her to take out a 20,000 dollar home equity loan that she neither asked for or needed.

Mom: Persistent hang up calls over a span of 6 months to a year, until she finally got caller ID/blocking.

Mom: X-ray tech did and entire mammogram series and then told her she had to repeat it because there was no film in the machine.

Mom: Male X-ray tech was rude/rough when placing needles in her breast for an X-ray.

Mom: Kirby vaccum sent extremely aggressive salesman to her condo to sell her a very expensive, heavy vacuum with too many parts. She was 82 at the time.

Mom: Doctor did not use local anesthetic when stitching a gash on her forehead.

Mom: Returned home from weekend trip to find gas burner on, flaming up over the stove.

Mom: Neighbor’s girlfriend from upstairs condo wrote a paper about my Mom “for school” which included my Mom’s full name and address and the fact that she lived alone and rarely saw her family. It read more like a legal document than anything else. The neighbor was an HOA board member.

Mom: “Swapping” of items took place in her home including food items, a Waterford crystal clock I brought her from Dublin, and possibly a diamond ring that was a family heirloom. She also had a brand new paring knife that went missing right after a sister came to visit. “Swapping” is when perps replace an item with something that looks similar, only it will be either damaged, very worn, made of a different material, or has a slightly different design. The effect is to gaslight the victim, or make you think you are mentally ill because you will know it’s not the same item but couldn’t possibly imagine how it changed. For example: Exchanging a newer dvd player with an identical one that is broken. Replacing a fresh cantaloupe from the market with one that is puckered and dented all over. Replacing a crystal mantle clock with one that has a very similar design. They like to do this with items that you enjoy, are unique,  or that they can make a profit from by selling. They do not have to be valuable items.

Swapping went on in my home for years and years before I realized I was a TI this summer. They actually swapped out a new toilet. I will write another post on that topic eventually…

7:40 am  Passed by motorcycle cop on freeway.

12:55 pm  Passed by city cop car.

1:05 pm  Passed by city parking patrol vehicle.

1:09 pm  Passed by city cop car.

1:37 pm  Passed by Sheriff patrol car.

2:10  Passed motorcycle cop on side of road.

There may have been one or two more sightings…

12:30 pm  Passed parked private ambulance.

1:30 pm  Passed by private ambulance at intersection.

1:50 pm  Passed by Paramedic ambulance w/ sirens at intersection. 

2:35 pm  Passed by Paramedic ambulance with sirens at intersection. 

I am 99 percent certain at this point that if you snap off a piece of a perp’s body, kinda like a chocolate bunny, you will find a creamy fudge filling made purely of putrid, rotting dog shit and vomit. No brain, no heart, no guts, no backbone, no nervous system, no muscle. Nothing I ever do in private will ever be as disgusting, vile, and degrading as what these people do with themselves in public every day of their lives. Just containers full of putrid dogshit and vomit, walking around posing as humans.