My gang stalking became overt just over 4 months ago but I’m pretty sure I was being targeted since the late 90’s. There are so many people involved, in the hundreds at least.

Went to yoga last night. It was dark when I left. A tall blonde girl stood in the lobby and mimicked me by pretending to pick her nose. I sat in my car for several minutes before backing out to let all the little perps pull out first. I turned the ignition and lights on and slowly began to back out. As soon as I did a young couple walked behind my car. I later wondered how long they had been standing there in the shadows, waiting.

I am no longer scared or nervous for myself. What I am is angry and frustrated. They are so predatory and sick. What does scare me is the painstaking efforts they take to harass someone and/or convince them they are mentally ill. What scares me is how sick someone has to be to engage in this type of behavior and how dedicated they are to it. What scares me is how they have absolutely nothing better to do with their time for hours, days, months at a time. They enroll their parents, kids, friends, neighbors, coworkers, etc. All clinging to ignorance for dear life. My downstairs neighbor is blasting music as I write this. There have been little noises around my front door all afternoon like someone is pushing on it or trying to turn the knob. It scared my cats. Animals are very good detectors of what is real and what is artificial. EVERYTHING perps do is artificial.

I wanted to write about a perp skit that took place last week during my mindfulness class. I mentioned I’ve been cranky and the perps got on my nerves. I’ve been shopping at the same store a lot and they know what I buy now. So they go into the aisles and stand right in front of the items. When I get there they are blocking the items. This time an employee was invlolved. I turned the corner to pick up yogurt, as I got closer I realize he is intentionally planted right in front of it, pretending to have some reason to be there. I don’t excuse myself because they don’t deserve any respect. I picked the yogurt off the shelf and walked past him. As I got to the end of the aisle I intentionally knocked 2 big yellow blocks of cheese off the shelf and one fell on the floor.

Fast forward to mindfulness class at my therapist’s office later that day. As I waited in the lobby, I notice a perp from class, K. walk out of the therapist’s office and sit down. She had a bright orange shirt on. The therapist came out wearing an animal print blouse and called us to the class. I stood in the lobby waiting for her to unlock the door to class. As soon as I stepped forward to enter, a young girl in a bright green shirt dashed right in front of me on her way to the restroom on my right. Predatory…Her Mom was there and goes “Honey, that was rude!” But you know she probably praised her later and treated her to an ice cream cone (so the little girl will turn into an even bigger whale than she is now).

We go into class and sit in a circle. The therapist starts out by asking if we did anything nice for ourselves this week.

K. the perp said: “I bought myself a big block of cheese.”

Therapist: “Really?”

K: “Yes and it was expensive, almost 10 bucks.”

Therapist: “Oh, that’s nice. you splurged. What kind of cheese was it?”

K: “Cheddar”

Therapist: “And where did you buy it?”

K: (after pausing for a moment she said with a big smile): “Target”.

I now realize what K. was doing in the therapist’s office before class, they were rehearsing this skit. It was retaliation for what I did at the store earlier that day. When you consider the enormous amount of time, energy, and money invested in something so evil and completely destructive as gang stalking, it’s hard to believe there is anything good left in this world. And you wonder how much better the world would be if all those resources were poured into something good like education, healthcare, environmentalism, providing housing, preventing child abuse and drug addiction, more animal  shelters.

Amanda Todd is a teenager who recently commit suicide due to bullying. This is now called bullycide. She was isolated and alienated, just like a T.I. She made a video about her bullying and held up a sign that said “I have noone.” She had me, I will never perp or gang stalk. Amanda had me and I know I have people out there too.

I was more verbal with the perps yesterday. I called one of them a f*cking cunt and another one a bitch. My sensible side tells me not to do this because they are not worth anyone’s time, ever. I went to the beach and walked for an hour and a half. I was stalked and received color and noise harassment. They continuously try to intersect/ walk in front of you. When I arrived home it was after dark. I made a U-turn in my driveway to park in the street and there was a car that pulled up and made a U-turn right behind me. It pulled into the space right behind me on the street. The car had Maryland plates. A girl got out and I asked her if she lived here. She said her boyfriend did. Her name was Jessica. I told her she was parked in front of a hydrant and I wouldn’t park there if I was her. She asked why I was so rude to her. I told her she was a stalker. She said “this is a public place” which just confirmed she was a stalker. They always have some stock, pat little answer ready to go, probably coached by the Sheriff dept. She continued to talk but I said “Shut up, bitch” and walked away. I never do this, to anyone. This morning there was a handwritten note on my windshield. I crumpled it and threw it on the side of the road without reading it.

I went to 8am mass this morning. Fake coughing all over the church and the person sitting behind kept making some squeaking noise with their seat. I got up and moved. The woman across the row from me kept sniffling loudly over and over again and pretended to pick her nose. She actually started sobbing and sniffling even more loudly after communion. During Rosary after mass a woman in a crocheted white veil prayed loudly over everyone through the whole Rosary and added extra prayers before each mystery.

I am a very careful driver with an excellent record and the perps play on this. I always look both ways when exiting a driveway and I am very cautious. I made a right turn out of the church exit onto a Blvd. with a speed limit of 45 mph. There was NO oncoming traffic when I turned. Immediately after I turned, there was suddenly a gold pickup on my tail, honking the horn. I put my blinker on and I tried to get into the left turn lane at the next intersection but she drove up on my left and kept me from entering the lane, almost hitting my car. I followed her to a parking lot and asked her why she tried to run me off the road. She had another “ready to go” stock answer.

“You came out of the church exit onto a road where the speed limit is 55.”  When I told her she almost hit my car, her respnse was “Whatever, crazy.” I told her she was a criminal and left. The speed limit on that road is 45mph. She is in fact a criminal. Her license plate started with “7x” and she had that skanky look they all have, like she was burned out on drugs or booze. Probably stalking so she can afford her next fix.

I went to Best Buy next to buy a new cable for my computer. Every scrawny little male employee in the store made a point of coughing at some point while I was there. I want to tell those perps who think they are innocent because they are just playing a little part like coughing, pointing, jingling keys, etc. Every single one of you is a murderer with blood on your hands. Don’t ever believe you are innocent in this, no matter who tries to tell you that you are.