Wednesday night…

Went to a City Council meeting last night. I headed for the restroom as soon as I arrived. A woman nervously beelined into the restroom right behind me, washed her hands, turned on the loud dryer and left.  There are 5 council members plus the city manager and the staff (engineers, financial, etc.). At some point, every one of them has participated in my harassment. This includes color harassment, mimicking, gesture harassment, and innuendo.

After I took my seat, a woman from several rows back got up and sat directly behind me. She proceeded to lightly kick the back of my chair throughout the whole meeting. 30 minutes into the meeting, 2 teens came in and sat behind me to my left. You can sometimes tell a perp right away because they act like they have an entire ant farm in their pants. They cannot sit still. The girl continuously stroked her hair and the boy began vigorously picking his nose. They made sure to amp it up every time I looked in their direction to listen to a speaker at the podium. Several council members also participated in color harassment, mimicking, and gesture harassment last night. And of course there was the obligatory fake coughing all over the chamber throughout the meeting.

After the meeting, the two teens behind me stood up and asked one of the council members to sign a paper for school credit. They actually got credit for showing up just to harass me. As I exited the building I could see 2 men and a woman standing outside talking. I am learning how things are staged now. One of them is always keeping a lookout and when they see me there is this excited “here she comes” moment between them. I hear them laughing as I exit. There was discussion in the meeting about a new telecommunications box giving off radiation. As I passed the group, I heard one of the men say, “Radiation…that was a good one, hit the target with radiation.” Right after I passed, the group dispersed and left.

I hit the market afterwards, just a couple of people in line ahead of me at the checkout. As I placed my items on the belt I looked up and saw a woman at the front of the line with her whole arm outstretched in the air, pointing in my direction. “There is a CVS pharmacy up the road in Carlsbad,” she said loudly to her companion and the clerk. LOL, staged. Pointing is gesture harassment, as well as stroking the hair and back of neck. There are many other gestures but I will do a whole entry on that later.

I then went to drop something off at my neighbor’s house, I was there for about 30 min. As I crossed the street to come home, A young hispanic male just happened to be walking down the sidewalk right in front of my apt., just in time to intersect with me. “Cough, cough, cough” as he passed right in front of me. I got on the sidewalk right behind him as he pulled out his all important cell phone. I walked loudly right up behind him and he looked back over his shoulder, startled. Pussy! 🙂

Another Day In The Perp-hood

Gang Stalking brings increased noise, traffic, and crime to affected neighborhoods. The other night I went for a walk around my neighborhood. I saw 3 different men sleeping in their cars on 3 different blocks. On Halloween I called in a stolen car parked outside my apartment. It sat there parked at an angle with the hazards on for 9 hours before the alarm started going off. It went on and off for 30 minutes. I am the only one who called the Sheriff’s dept. about it. They showed up and said the plates didn’t match the VIN# and had it towed. That same night The apartment manager from the complex next door disappeared while trick or treating with his family. His wife went door to door looking for him. He was last seen at my neighbor’s house carrying a glass of vodka and trying to sell drugs. When my neighbor declined he asked if there was anyone else who wanted to buy drugs. This is what gang stalking does to a neighborhood. And everyone looks the other way.

I went for another walk tonight. As I crossed a driveway on the sidewalk a male driver backed into it, blocking me. I flipped him off and in his most innocent little perp voice he said, “M’am?” I said “Fuck you.” I think he’s going to go jerk off in Mommy’s basement now after he calls his team leader. That is if he is able to locate his miniscule dick.

This is mean but a lot of people who perp are people you normally wouldn’t give 2 shits about, which is precisely why they perp. They are ordinary. They jerk off to the power trip. I can’t wait to get back to not giving 2 shits about them.

Perps: So Low, They are Looking up a Snake’s Asshole

My gang stalking became overt just over 4 months ago but I’m pretty sure I was being targeted since the late 90’s. There are so many people involved, in the hundreds at least.

Went to yoga last night. It was dark when I left. A tall blonde girl stood in the lobby and mimicked me by pretending to pick her nose. I sat in my car for several minutes before backing out to let all the little perps pull out first. I turned the ignition and lights on and slowly began to back out. As soon as I did a young couple walked behind my car. I later wondered how long they had been standing there in the shadows, waiting.

I am no longer scared or nervous for myself. What I am is angry and frustrated. They are so predatory and sick. What does scare me is the painstaking efforts they take to harass someone and/or convince them they are mentally ill. What scares me is how sick someone has to be to engage in this type of behavior and how dedicated they are to it. What scares me is how they have absolutely nothing better to do with their time for hours, days, months at a time. They enroll their parents, kids, friends, neighbors, coworkers, etc. All clinging to ignorance for dear life. My downstairs neighbor is blasting music as I write this. There have been little noises around my front door all afternoon like someone is pushing on it or trying to turn the knob. It scared my cats. Animals are very good detectors of what is real and what is artificial. EVERYTHING perps do is artificial.

I wanted to write about a perp skit that took place last week during my mindfulness class. I mentioned I’ve been cranky and the perps got on my nerves. I’ve been shopping at the same store a lot and they know what I buy now. So they go into the aisles and stand right in front of the items. When I get there they are blocking the items. This time an employee was invlolved. I turned the corner to pick up yogurt, as I got closer I realize he is intentionally planted right in front of it, pretending to have some reason to be there. I don’t excuse myself because they don’t deserve any respect. I picked the yogurt off the shelf and walked past him. As I got to the end of the aisle I intentionally knocked 2 big yellow blocks of cheese off the shelf and one fell on the floor.

Fast forward to mindfulness class at my therapist’s office later that day. As I waited in the lobby, I notice a perp from class, K. walk out of the therapist’s office and sit down. She had a bright orange shirt on. The therapist came out wearing an animal print blouse and called us to the class. I stood in the lobby waiting for her to unlock the door to class. As soon as I stepped forward to enter, a young girl in a bright green shirt dashed right in front of me on her way to the restroom on my right. Predatory…Her Mom was there and goes “Honey, that was rude!” But you know she probably praised her later and treated her to an ice cream cone (so the little girl will turn into an even bigger whale than she is now).

We go into class and sit in a circle. The therapist starts out by asking if we did anything nice for ourselves this week.

K. the perp said: “I bought myself a big block of cheese.”

Therapist: “Really?”

K: “Yes and it was expensive, almost 10 bucks.”

Therapist: “Oh, that’s nice. you splurged. What kind of cheese was it?”

K: “Cheddar”

Therapist: “And where did you buy it?”

K: (after pausing for a moment she said with a big smile): “Target”.

I now realize what K. was doing in the therapist’s office before class, they were rehearsing this skit. It was retaliation for what I did at the store earlier that day. When you consider the enormous amount of time, energy, and money invested in something so evil and completely destructive as gang stalking, it’s hard to believe there is anything good left in this world. And you wonder how much better the world would be if all those resources were poured into something good like education, healthcare, environmentalism, providing housing, preventing child abuse and drug addiction, more animal  shelters.

Amanda Todd is a teenager who recently commit suicide due to bullying. This is now called bullycide. She was isolated and alienated, just like a T.I. She made a video about her bullying and held up a sign that said “I have noone.” She had me, I will never perp or gang stalk. Amanda had me and I know I have people out there too.

Police/Sheriff/Fire dept. Harassment 11/09/12

9:00 am  Passed by Firetruck while walkig. 

3:40 pm  Passed cop(s) stopped on opposite side of freeway for possible”accident”. Lights flashing. 

5:40 pm  Passed by Sheriff dept. car at Friar’s Rd. East and 163 North on ramp. Not sure what the Sheriff dept. is doing patrolling inside the city of San Diego. 

Multiple sirens on the Blvd. near my house, at least 3-4 times. 

My Body is a Temple

When my stalking became overt 4 months ago, the first TI I met told me, “You have to eat well.” And it’s so true. Over the past week, due to a combination of PMS, too much Halloween candy, and a little caffeine, I got really irritated with the perps. Now that most of that is out of my system, I am back to objectively watching them make fools of themselves. I’ll admit I did honk my horn at Suzy Satanic Soccer Mom this am when she cut me off at a 4 way stop, but otherwise remained calm. I guess she was in a hurry to drop off the dry cleaning before the next human sacrifice.

Went to 8 am mass this am. As soon as I exited the church, a big red firetruck passed by. No sirens this am! Got cut off at the intersection above and went to a shopping center to have something notarized at a mail store. There was one woman at the mail store dressed in a black polo when I entered, she said she could help me and I got my ID. While I waited, a young female employee in a bright turquoise polo appeared and started pacing around nervously like she was bored. She kept looking at me. As the woman notarized my papers the girl leaned against a counter and started picking at something on her face (mimicking). I ignored her but she made sure to walk right in front of me twice. As I paid she walked up to the counter and started moving things around for no reason. Typical perp behavior: agitate, agitate, stir the pot.

While I was in the mail store a big, white delivery truck pulled up and parked at the curb right in front of the store. I left the mail store and went to the Starbuck’s next door. I ordered a cocoa and a pastry. They weren’t too busy yet but I noticed this Starbuck’s, like many other businesses in my city, has recently been completely remodeled. Construction and remodeling are suddenly BOOMING in my city (in the business and private sector) and I wonder who’s paying for all of it in this struggling economy. As I waited for my order, a young female employee came out and started sweep, sweep, sweeping the floor near me, working her way closer and closer to my feet. I walked to the opposite side of the store to pick up my drink and when I turned around she was right in my path again with the

dustpan. I have experienced this specific type of harassment at a couple other places in town. I need to write a blog on street theater soon, which is another BIG part of Organized Gang Stalking. Street theater is very sychronized. Perps excel at it because they are extremely calculating people (“the devil is into details”). Their weakness is their complete lack of compassion and ability to feel joy.


Just returned from 8 am mass. When I arrived at church and exited my car, an SUV suddenly pulled into the spot on my left and almost ran into my door. He stopped just short of doing so and acted like it was my fault. Inside church there is random coughing every where, I feel like offering these people a glass of water. The woman who sits 3 rows in front of me continually strokes her hair throughout the mass. I wonder if her arm gets tired. The 2-3 people sitting near me would not shake my hand when we offered peace. Someone slammed a door as the priest prepared the gifts and of course the fire truck went by with the sirens blaring. Two separate cellphone ringtones went off and there was a baby crying loudly in the back of the church. The altar girl flapped her arms and wiggled like she was doing some kind of boogie dance at the side of the altar while the priest blessed everyone at the end of mass**.

I try to go to mass every day and attend the Rosary group afterwards. After that I visit an alcove where there are statues of St. Jude and Jesus and I pray a while longer. Many times, while I do this, two ore more people will converse loudly on the other side of the church until I leave. As soon as I leave, they stop and leave also. Today it went on for almost an hour. The conversation was loud enough to distract, but with non- stop babbling where you can’t really make out the words (probably so you can’t tell how phoney the conversation actually is). Perps have done this to me before. E.g. pretending to have a cell phone conversation outside the window at my gym during a yoga class, they do it in the line behind me at the supermarket. It is like a low, non- stop , senseless babbling. These two went on for almost an hour today, I gave them a run for their money! I finally left and realized they were not standing inside the church but right outside one of the front doors. I exited through the door on the opposite side of the church and sat down and waited to see how long it would take them to leave. As I waited I saw a white car back out of a space. Someone had been sitting in the parking lot waiting. Probably a perp signaling to them that I had exited, there were only 3 cars in the lot. Exactly 4 minutes after I exited the church, the two of them stopped talking and walked away.

**Perps often stand right behind or next to the person or thing you are focusing on to get in your line of vision and distract you. They will stand there and mimic, fold their arms and glare, text on their cell phone, etc. When they can’t do this, they will stand right in front of you and block your view of the person or thing. One even tried to block my view of the sunset at the beach once.